um.......I thought I've already give this place up
over this year..I hvnt visit this website even 1 time..
I thought I've give it up..
Today..accidentally read someone's post
someone i dunno ever..well maybe we just met once or twice..I dun remember
and then I read her post and I suddenly realised that this place can be actually a place for me to write something..um.....real??
I saw her weaknesses through every word she types in..well she looks extra weak to me and that makes me think this girl maybe a very tough person outside and she dun want others see her weaknesses..a pecfectionist??yes i saw this word in her post..maybe I was right about my guessing.
I was thinking if we both hving similar characteristic.......I can definiately find something or put down something if I re-visit this place..I think people now are busying checking facebook rather than xanga...rite?
如果生活上的不愉快是因為將不愉快的回憶給牢牢記住了
那麼找個地方埋葬這樣的回憶是必需的
但說到底根本是忘了忘不了的道理
所以折衷的方法大概是將這樣的回憶backup然後放在一個角落裡
放下了..才有新的memory去生活
也許還會run得比較暢順
這個是道理亦是theoretically possible..但並不等於真的possible我知道
我的現實是
我看了一部很好看的電影然後我會一直記著
然後我再看到一部很好看的電影我也會記著
然後我會一直記著我喜歡的電影
一直記到我的memory full了
然後發現memory有限但新戲不斷上畫
就如同我遇上的人一樣
不知何故
最近我夢到了第1個喜歡上的人
面目都已經模糊了
到底還要在我的腦中停留多久??